Beauty is what she thinks she lacks. He sees her beauty.. His only wish is that she did too. He loves her yet she doesnt love herself. She's lost some friends, gained new ones, lost loved ones, yet she's acts like she's so strong. He sees through that. He sees the hurt, the pain. Yet He's so humble, the "quiet" guy, yet they're mean to be. But When FAME, and Obstacles come their way.. What will happen? Will the upcoming relationship survive? This is* 1 year and 1/2 later *
Lenae
“CHRISTOPHER MAURICE BROWN JUNIOR !”, I yelled from the bathroom. I heard him
giggling and running up the stairs. This nigga didn’t want to take his fucking bath
so he could go to sleep. “Mommie wait!”, He shouted from his room. I rolled my
eyes and stood up walking out into the hallway heading to his room only to be
picked up by Chris. “Hi Baby”, He said kissing me roughly. “Babe!”, I yelled hugging
him tight. He had a couple shows in Florida so he’d been gone for a couple of
days.. more like 2 weeks. “How are you!”, He said setting me down and following
me into Chris Jr. Room. “I’m TIRED!”, I say plopping down on Chris Jrs’ bed.
“Mommie dis my bwed.. OFF !”, Chris Jr. said trying to pull me up. I gave him a
stern look and he ran away from me to Chris’ leg. He held on tight as Chris looked
at me.. then Chris Jr. “I’m curious .. what did you put mommy through these past
few weeks?”, Chris asked. “He’s done every fucking thing Chris EVERYTHING !”, I
yell. Chris Jr. started laughing, soon after Chris joined him. “Stop laughing you
too.. Christopher we’re about to take that bath that I’ve been chasing you for”, I
say standing up and grabbing his arm. “Daddie make hwer stap!”, Chris Jr. yelled
out as I dragged him BACK into the bathroom. Chris chuckled and followed us.
By The time I got Chris Jr. in the tub he was crying, hard. “Man don’t you wanna
be clean.. c’mon now stop”, Chris said as he sat down on the toliet seat. I shook
my head and washed Chris Jr. arms. “I dont have any toys!”, He shouted. I
chuckled and grabbed his Iron Man water toys and handed them to him. He took
them and smiled wide, showing his teeth. “Better?”, I asked rinising him off.
“Mhmm”, He said playing with the toy. “Wash him for me again.. i’ll be right back”, I
say standing up and handing Chris , Chris Jr. wash cloth. He smiled and took it,
then poked his lips out. I kissed them softly, before walking out the room smiling.
I walked downstairs looking for a snack for Chris Jr. to eat. As I grabbed his Juice
and Gushers, I heard little feet running around. I shut the Refrigerator door and
stared at a naked Chris Jr. cheesing at me. I chuckled and shook my head. “Come
here!”, I yell as he took off. I caught up with him and when I did i grabbed his little
body and spanked his butt cheeks softly. “Daddy put you up to this?”, I asked. “He
said I need to let my little nuts dry off”, Chris Jr said sweetly. My eyes widened
and I stormed into the bathroom to see Chris on the ground laughing. I sat on-top
of him and splashed water on him. “Chris!”, I yelled laughing. “What! That’s why I
do to dry off.. he’s MY SON TOO!”, Chris said flipping my over. He stuck his tongue
out at me and stood up. “C’mon nigga”, Chris said picking Chris Jr. up. “Get ya nuts
off me!”, Chris yelled. I laughed and cleaned the bathroom up before grabbing Chris
Jr.s’ snacks and walking into his bedroom. “Night Daddie!”, Chris Jr. said kissing
Chris roughly before jumping into his bed. “Night Man.. i love you”, Chris said
before walking out the room. “Here baby”, I mumble handing Chris Jr. his snack.
“Mommie thank you ! and I sawwee for today”, Chris Jr. said smiling wide. “It’s
okay love”, I say chuckling and walking towards the door. “I’ll be back later to get
your bottle and wrapper okay?”, I say looking back at him. He nodded his head and
turned his attention back to the TV that was on.
I walked into our bedroom seeing Chris laid out with his eyes clothes. I tried
sneaking up on him but he jumped up randomly and started kissing me hard. “I…
missed…you…so..so..so..so..so..much”, Chris said in between kisses on my neck.
I smirked and looked up at him. “You know what tomorrow is right?”, I asked raising
my eyebrow. “Yeah.. My relax day ! Ima sit back.. eat a whole lot… maybe jerk
off.. chill watch TV you knoww”, Chris said laying on the bed proping himself up
looking at me. “And watching Chris Jr, while I’m at my photo shoot”, I say laughing.
“uhhh. NO”, Chris said looking at me smiling. “What ! You promised !”, I say hitting
in chest. “When?”, He asked. “LAST WEEK! num nut!”, I say frowning. “Oh yeah…”,
He said scratching his back. “Ugh!”, I say standing up and taking my clothes off.
Once I was down to my thong and bra, I climbed in bed, away from Chris and
closed my eyes. “Wake that ass up”, Chris said in my ear. “Leave me alone liar, pinky promise breaker”, I say trying not to laugh. “Seriously !”, He said laughing.
“I’m sorry i forgot… I’ll watch him while you gone show off this beautiful body..
that’s MINE”, Chris said gripping my ass. “Yeah Yeah”, I say turning towards him so
that we were staring each other in the eyes. “I wove you”, He said smirking. “I
wove you more”, He said kissing my nose softly. “No. I wove you more!”, I say
kissing his chin. “No I wove you more!”, He said smiling. We continued that for the
longest of time until we both fell asleep.
*
I woke up, showered and made my way to the photography studio to shoot.
6 hours later
I got home and smelled food. I smiled and walked into the Kitchen seeing Chris and
Chris Jr. stuffing their faces. “MOMMIE’S HOME !”, Chris Jr. yelled with chicken
grease all over his face and fingers. “Hi my little pumpkin”, I say kissing him softly.
“Hi big daddy”, I say kissing Chris. “Hi beautiful LEMME SEE THEE PICTURES !”,
Chris said cheesing. I laughed and pulled my portfillo out, handing it to him.
His eyes widened as he kept going.
. Chris stared at the pictures for a while before handing them back too me. “Well…”, I say looking at him. “I love em… who took em ?”, He asked looking at
me. “Laith Wilkins”, I say smiling. “That nigga”, Chris mumbled standing up and
washing his plate off. “Uh Chris?”, I say raising my eye brow. “I’ll be back”, He said
heading out the door. Oh God..
Chris
I saw Lenae jump up and I ran after her. I knew excatly what it was.
“Babe”, I say softly knocking on the door. “Go Away Chris”, She said softly. I
sighed and walked in anyway. There she was cooped up by the toilet. “Oh Babe”, I
say rubbing her back slowly. “I know”, She said sniffling. “Why you crying?”, I ask.
“I dont want to be pregnant”, She mumbled. “Oh Babe”, I say rubbing her back
slowly. “Yo Nae !”, Ty said knocking on the door. “She’ll be right out”, I say helping
her up. She wiped her mouth and we walked out the bathroom. “Sooo”, Ty said as
we walked into the studio. “I have to take a test first”, Lenae said smiling some.
“Aww. 20 with a kid how cute”, Lee said sarcastically. Lenae looked up at Lee and
shook her head. “You’re not happy for me?”, She asked her. “I mean .. yes.. I don’t
want a child to trap you from your model dreams though”, Lee said honestly. The
whole room got quite and Lenae fought back tears. “That’s something that’s really
hard to hear from a friend since middle school”, Lenae admitted. Lee shook her
head and rolled her eyes. “Chris let’s go.. “, Lenae said standing up. “I’m happy for
you babe”, Heather mumbled. “Thanks baby… you’re such a great friend”, Lenae
said kissing Heather on her cheek. Everyone said their goodbyes and Ty pulled me
to the side as Lenae got in the car. “Bro.. You sure about this ?”, Ty asked me.
“Yeah Man.. i married her because I want to spend the rest of my life with her”, I
say looking at him. “Well bro I’m done you know.. I just… i dont know.. “, Ty said.
I knew what he was getting at. “I know man.. it’s different this time.. I promise I
wont hurt her”, I say chuckling some. “Okay as long as we’re seeing eye to eye”,
Ty said smiling. “Well We’re gone”, I say turning to leave.
I got in the car and Lenae was crying. “What’s wrong?”, I asked her. “Nothing”,
She mumbled. I sighed and drove home. Once we got home she went straight to
the bedroom and went to sleep. This is going to be a long week.
Lenae
I haven’t said much for the past four days… Good thing is I’m pregnant. Well that
is a good thing .. right ? Lees’ opinion means everything to me. She’s more than a
sister to me, so I know she means well. I haven’t bothered to each much, or apply
make up. I just gave up in a sense. “Babe come here”, Chris shouted from
downstairs. I walked down the stairs slowly looking for him. I found him in the
Studio looking at me grinning. “Yeah?”, I asked. “Sit and listen”, Chris said pointing
to a chair. I sat down and crossed my legs.
He cleared his throat before smiling at me
Lately you’ve been questioning
If I still see you the same way
‘Cause through these trying years
We gonna both physically change
Now don’t you know
You’ll always be the most beautiful woman I know
So let me reassure you, darlin’
That my feelings are truly unconditional
See, I’ll love you when your hair turns gray
‘Cause I’ll still want you if you gain a little weight, yeah
The way I feel for you will always be the same
Just as long as your love dontchange, no
I was meant for you and you were meant for me, yeah
And I’ll make sure that I’ll be everything you need, yeah
Girl, the way we are is how it’s gonna be
Just as long as your love dontchange
‘Cause I’m not impressed, more or less
By them girls on the TV and magazines
‘Cause honestly I believe that your beauty
Is way more than skin deep
‘Cause everything about you makes me feel
I have the greatest gift in the world
And even when you get on my last nerve
I couldn’t see myself being with another girl
I’ll love you when your hair turns gray, yeah
And I’ll still want you if you gain a little weight, yeah
The way I feel for you will always be the same
Just as long as your love dontchange, no
I was meant for you and you were meant for me, yeah
And I’ll make sure that I’ll be everything you need, yeah
Girl, the way we are is how it’s gonna be
Just as long as your love dontchange
So don’t waste your time worrying ‘bout
Small things that ain’t relevant to me
‘Cause to my understanding
You’re all I want and need
See, what I’m trying to say is I’m here to stay
And as long as your love doesn’t change
Baby, baby darling, I swear that I
I swear I ain’t going nowhere, no
I’ll love you when your hair turns gray, yeah
And I’ll still want you if you gain a little weight, yeah
The way I feel for you will always be the same
Just as long as your love dontchange, no
I was meant for you and you were meant for me yeah
And I’ll make sure that I’ll be everything you need, yeah
Girl, the way we are is how it’s gonna be
Just as long as your love dontchange
You’re my baby, yeah yeah
Don’t you change, baby, no
Baby, you gotta understand
That I love you baby, yeah yeah
Don’t you know, you gotta know, you gotta know
Yeah, ohh, yeah, ohh
Chris
After Kiya and Yasmine left. I went back upstairs to take a quick nap. I woke up
at about 10 to start getting ready. I threw on my camouflage cargos, a tight black
tee and my black pirates snap back. i hopped in my car and made my way to the
strip club. Before i got there tho i…
